"Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing, there is a meadow. I'll meet you there" . It was this quote of Rumi's that set me up on a journey to find that meadow and eventually lead me to this unknown realm. The question is, does that meadow really exist, or is it nothing but just a Rumi's imagination? It all started in the fall of 2018, when after months of paperwork, I eventually had an appointment with the Embassy of the United States, never had I knew the happiness I had after the officer informed me that I was granted a visa would accompany itself with sorrows, mellows, and loneliness. See, it's not that I didn't plan, I had an entire plan, but my plans weren't the same as the universe's plan. I wanted to share my happiness with the people I love the most, but it wasn't happy that they all had in return to share along. Well, I was not alone on this journey to find the meadow, I had a friend to accompany me all this time. It was